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FURIOUS!
Sunday, 10th May @ 10:55PM • filed under: Journal
i have lotssssssssss to say; first let me present my hardwork and sweat over the days and today nono
The current topic for Illustration class is “Dream vacation”, i choose Japan! HA- expecting that? Compose of 3 images; horizontal images; 40×20 and 2 of 18×12. Im left with a 18×12 > Painting sushi. AND the style of painting isnt any blending or realistic thingy. BUT flat colors; or what we call VECTORS. So the huge scenery took me 3 days to paint with all the tiny little details over the leaves o_O Partly i took my time painting it.
Finished those damn trees!
COMPLETED!!! only yesterday night around 9pm. And now i just completed a smaller image of a geisha to represent Japan
There’s still 1 more to go; which i will be doing it tomorrow night. SUSHI! The whole thing isnt awesome. My skills handling acrylic isnt very good either. But i gotta say that i did improve from the fact that i use to be so afraid of using acrylic. Now im using them every week! -_-
I previously mentioned cold war will be erupting. Now I hereby declared that WW3 has erupted under the roof of the Gohs at Allee Guy de Maupassant. DAMN IT! And there i thought it’d be over after a while. I have a feeling that it will last at least 1 week or maybe even 2. The old ones are giving me such a headache. The atmosphere has goone so bad. What a mother’s day man! The HE still purposely went to casino the previous night; and the not too bad side; won back some money. WHICH i suggested him to buy some flowers for her. In the end nothing but unhappiness is shown towards my idea. Then there he start ranting about how she vent all her anger on him~~ blah blah blah~ then WAT ABOUT ME? Venting your anger on ME; the innocent one who only thinks of trying to reunite the both >< Like WTH
just treat me as if im not there or something. im human not any of your sandbag.
GEEEEEEEEEEEEZ always boosting about how good you are. Once you start venting you are so damn calculative; how gentlemen is that. ‘zen zen not at all’
i think i shall leave my rants till here. its 12.44am
to cheer myself. i went to watch Change the World Quiz with DBSK, rather yunho and changmin as participants. I really laugh out my heart; it helped me to breathe a little despite the horrible atmosphere under the roof. The acting scenes~~~ HA- watching yunho brings me smiles and he can melt my heart lol
Then i heard a very bad news from Jermain. Junsu injured himself during on their concert reharsals and its so bad that he cant dance along with other members for their concert! And that he has to sit in a wheel chair! That’s really saddening. Im surprised that i managed not to cry when i saw the videos on youtube! He cant even stand properly cos it hurts terribly but he still forced himself to stand and sing for the last song, Bolero!
Gambatte!!! Ajaja Fighting Junsu hyung!!! Sarang hae yo!
Speaking of Junsu~ My work in progress of his digital portrait~
I cant wait to finish it to the mosttttttt perfect state possible and print it out on CANVAS! but right now im having problem with his lips! Wrong move with his lips everything looks soooooo wrong nono
AND NOW; its 12.53am; IM GOING TO SLEEP!
those medicine did work. my eye’s alright now; doesnt hurt anymore ^3^
Fatigue
Thursday, 7th May @ 9:23PM • filed under: Journal
Ah yes- fatigue sums up everything. Now that my eye has been aching for 3~4days; Drop by Dr Vaise today earlier and confirmed that its due to muscle ache or something that cause the pain.
there i go; and had my box of medicines ><
Ohh yeah- i forgot to mention, Dr Vaise is the ONLY DOCTOR that i approve of. I think shes the best doctor in the whole world. Not like some other irritating doctor yaya and yes i HATE VISITING DOCTORS unless its Dr Vaise. If its not her; dont think that i will go there like a nice little girl;
hell no; i would probably grumble like hell.
And let's see- 3 more weeks till the end of first year. i seriously do hope that i can pass. work load is piling up as usual. Geez, yet somehow and suddenly i have the urge to re-design the blog despite having no time. Its a '3 day weekend' again. :D Tomorrow's public holiday. Well i'd be spending the week 'grounded' at home painting and facing 4 walls. I hope there'll be sunshine tat can at least brighten up my day
But the house's in a mess. Well; slightly a little better, but construction is still in progress. Seriously I HATE THAT STUPID, PICKY, STINGY, GREEDY, IRRITATING and "know-it-all" landlord. Because everything that's repaired is claimed from the insurrance, doesnt mean she has to go and pick oout everything over tiny details and trying to get all the freebies >0< Everytime she speaks it kinda pisses me off. Or not she'd be trying to put the blame on US on the fact that theres a leakage in the pipes causing the water to raise in the walls causing the wall to mould >< BUT i gotta say; the real fact is the FACT THAT THE HOUSE IS VERY OLD yet she still insist that the house is NEW. How i wish i could hit all her freebies ideas hell out of her head and quickly get all the repairations DONE. So that we can live in a normal house again. But i suppose its going to take another 1 or 2 months
I just finished watching a variety show- part of it mentioned, its good to be together with your family, because they give you support and help to encourage you. But thinking back seriously, there may have been times where i did get support from my mother; which i think its the ONCE and only time- the rest of the time they only disencourage me. And that one time was when im 'alone' in singapore and mum's in france- i suppose that's the reason why. Speaking of which- i kinda have a feeling that cold war is coming soon.
and i really needa knock the meaning of FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE IS VERY IMPORTANT IN A PERSON'S LIVE into my parents head. But the friendship thing is HARD~!!
How badly it has been
Thursday, 30th April @ 9:25PM • filed under: Journal
Didnt think i would almost be crying for the disappearance of my beginnings TWICE. Well, maybe not exactly disappearance; first one is my laptop. Did i mention that it died on me? 
Yes; i cried badly. Because my laptop means everything to me. All my sweat and blood everything’s in it. And there goes my ‘oh-so-wonderful’ parents to cheer on the fact that my laptop died. >< I seriously wonder how much exactly they understand their child.
That was the first case.
Second Case; my copic markers were missing. And once again i panicked like hell really sooooooo sad; but i didnt cry nor tear. AND THERE THEY GO ~”who ask you to be so stupid and careless?”
SERIIOUSLY; cant they see that emotional state their child is in, instead of comforting her, they’re adding oil to fire. WHOA; thanks man >0<
But luckily; i got it back. My friend took it
LIKE PHEWWWWWWWW~
its the super weekend. Off to Paris for a little break with my parents. But truefully it might not be the perfect time for me. School’s left with one month; Then it’d be summer holidays to enjoy provided you pass to the next level. And my deadline for the end year project’s 29 MAY. you can probably say im only 10% complete, and completed within MY HEAD
Well- i’ll see what i can do in the car for the 6hours tomorrow, or in the hotel tomorrow night. On another hand; I suppose im quite advance for the pile of work for next week 
Stay tuned ^^ (photos :D to be uploaded)