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2011
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Sunday, 9th January @ 9:31PM
oh my god……
i never expected that i’d be so busy that i couldn’t even update a single entry when i was in singapore, and now i’m back to my “bad old french territory”
first of all happy new year to all readers 
but i have to say that it hasn’t been a real happy new year to me at all besides from having to bid farewell from my lovelies, relatives again on the 2nd January… it hadn’t been easy saying byebye to my granny… oh well.. let’s not talk about it.
the worst side of my new year….
my macbook pro crashed on me 
that explains the lack of updates for the past whole week either. i’ve been feeling rather empty and at the same time, i am SICK! what an awesome new year… part of my, i’m dying to update here… and i’m feeling more guilty to my other site, z-motion.org
so i basically lost all my stuffs in my macbook. I made a copy of whatever files i had for school… but whatever stuffs i did during the 2 weeks… is partly gone for the moment. I brought my macbook to apple store on tuesday…in fact, i never expect them to take my macbook… then wednesday or thursday night, i recieved a mail…
more like an attached pdf BILL that cost a freaking 262.43EUROS .. that kills.
and apparently, the harddisk had a lot of problems, which explains the crash..and apple will be replacing the harddisk… from what i understood, they managed to retrieve my files. but a part of me tells me that i’d definitely lose something 
i went to apple store again on friday, and they told me that the earliest for me to retrieve my macbook would be on monday… which i doubt that i would..
so let’s see if i will get a call from apple store tomorrow!
and recently i have this HUGEEE URGE to get Samsung Tab as my new phone, all-in-one gaget, it’s a little huge but.. oh well, it’s pretty :D
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My bad
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Friday, 4th June @ 12:33AM
I’m really sorry visitors; well for both sides; xfantasywingsx.net as well as the blog readers. I’ve been kinda totally squeezed out of motivation juices over the week; which explains for my lack of updates! And ***sigh*** i know i’m losing alot of visitors~~
The biggest question for the moment; while i was thinking of what to do for xfantasywingsx.net I found out how badly the layout crashed in Internet Explorer. So i thought about modifying the codes, adding new specific IE stylesheet. But since i’m not that great in that; I wonder if i should really do it. Secondly; I don’t really have a new idea for a new layout;
Since the domain expired in August, I was wondering if I should change a brand new name for FW. At the same time, I also thought about clearing all the old junks that i’ve made that lack quality.
… the new name I thought of was z-motion.org (since zmotion.org is already taken 
) I dont even know if the explaination is clear;
z – ‘z’ last alphabet letter; somehows expressed itself as the last and infinity of possiblities
motion – to describe time~ being chopped off at a certain second; like a screenshot? image? art? creation?
z-motion – endless possibilities of creation?
lol does it even make sense?
So pleaseeee readers!!! visitors of xfantasywingsx.net. PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS! Yes, I know that even if i ask for comments, i hardly get comments, at most maybe 1? I cant imagine if I can get more than that, it kinda feels like i’m talking to myself! Oh well- that’s part of the foundation of blogging isnt it?
that was my questioning part;
now my ranting part. i’m having 3 months of summer holidays where 4 weeks will be used for internship in a Graphic Company, (in french, it’d be “Agence”) Previously, i mentioned how my wonderful internship at a company was rejected by school where i liked that company pretty much. True enough that they arent doing something that’s superr classy etc, but they are really nice people. and they often have alot of customers 
that’s good enough right? Apparently school just didnt feel like calling them and ask them what exactly are they doing, ****sigh*** which brings me to this pathetic state, Im still hunting for a internship job, (what a minute, is that how it’s called? o.O) where i’ve got only 10% positive response. And i will have to start calling them tomorrow; PLEASE PRAY FOR ME to get an answer by tomorrow! By right I’m suppose to start work on MONDAY!!!! I mean, am I that “hate-able” people doesnt seem to like me alot, instead they hate me first without me doing anything 
it’s not like i can do anything either;
I havent been designing much since i’m on break now, and it’s june already! It’s time for a new painting ;) Instead, I’ve been drawing traditionally ;) I gotta say that I’ve improved alot in drawing faces 
It’s still not perfect yet, but at least it’s more presentable ;) I just randomly picked portrait photos at deviant art and start sketching in my book as practises, and i hope i’d get better to the state where i can create my own character 
One of my aims; Nights people ^^
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Wednesday, 19th May @ 12:34AM
i think i will come back during the weekend. im pretty much only 20% alive