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おたく/オタク
Thursday, 24th June @ 2:31PM • filed under: design pieces, WIPs
im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid im so stupid
i’m seriously so stupid.
i got a call from another company, discussing about the dates for the intern, when they said it’s possible, and i thought THAT’S IT! I’M ACCEPTED, until yesterday; then i found that im so stupid, i’ll be meeting them on wednesday for an interview first. why DIDNT I THINK ABOUT THAT? What if i totally forgot about the interview, and didnt bring my portfolio…..
i’m just too stupid to think about it. and i’m all stressed up for wednesday. 
the other company said that my portfolio’s cool; well than i hope this company, papaye-verte will think the same way too. but i cant help to feel a little nervous and paranoid about how “Not everyone likes my style”
Wish me luck peeps! i really need that luck! If all goes well; then i’d start working on the 5th July.
Besides that I think I should get more motivated into rebuilding my site Come to think of it, it’s really sad to shut down FW forever, i hope I will be able to bring back something even better.
On the other hand, I think i’d be giving myself a better treat :D
Viola my completed’s character’s face. I dunno what to name him. Still hesitating for among a lot of names, like “Asher” or something. And I love him. There are more or less a couple of errors 
But i’m still learning right? I think I’ve made a hugeeee progress in painting imaginative faces ;D Compared to what I tried last year (I think- which I doubt i will put a screenshot of it now 
It’d be too disgraceful) I changed the eye color, well- I was thinking, if he is Asher, then his hair would be more like red; LOL
And what I have in thought is that, he’s a special elemental-based warrior 
Fighting with combat warrior skills and is able to use magic and the same time; WOOHOO; I’m falling into my fantasy world :D When I’m old and retire from the design world, I shall write my own book HAA 
That’s my later half of my dream 
Come to think of it, he has blue eyes and blue hair, and if he’s elemental-based, then he’d be an ice magic user; LOOOL; I need to change his name; But what? **sighs** before I can find him a new name, I can’t exactly show him off in Deviant art! LOL
And i wanted to give him long hair, but guess this hair will do. Long hair will be given to Asher, until the time he is born; Haha I’m like already laughing at myself;
Then here comes the おたく/オタク {otaku} part. I’ve been having a lot of urges to paint whatever cool manga scans that I’ve been reading. Right now I’ve decided on Kurosaki Ichigo’s Scan :D
Taaadaaa!! It’s not completed yet, I’m left with his long hair and his clothes. I’m not sure if this is how i’ve imagined, maybe not. Cuz I wanted it to be a little more realistic. But I suppose I can’t make it realistic if i want to stick to the original eye-style.
I cant wait for it to be completed.
I wonder if I print it out on A4 paper, with lamination, and start selling, I wonder if there’s any Bleach fans who would want to buy? Maybe I should try it out and post on Deviant art!
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