Thursday, 2nd September
Journal
i found it!
prooof… in fact.
i was complaining about how my school fees increased again and no one seemed to believe me i mean; why not?

this is a photo of a letter school send every year to inform about the school fees etc. and this is 2009′s letter. As you can see that crap 198€ is for some insurance thingy. which is so expensive and the school refuse to accept the insurance that dad already got for me. But then, it’s compulsory for school, otherwise i’m not considered as a student. that’s a fat load of crap right? Then that 7640€ is the total amount of the school fees for the year! Which is quite like WTF! it’s so expensive.

This is a snapshot of the letter i received lately. 198€ becomes 200€, 7640€ becomes 7800€!!! LIKE DUHHHH!!!!
what i’m totally pissed about is this…

A screenshot of the school’s page about the pricing. First year’s 6250€ and then subsequently 7800€ for the 2nd year onwards. But the problem is when I was studying the first year, it cost 5000€+ i remembered it being around 5250€ or 5725€ (something like this sum)… so that means this freaking school of mine just simply rise the school fees for fun every year, totally making themselves look like a cheat to say its 7640€ per year when they are rising the price EVERY YEAR!
The saddest part is that, i suppose people think that going to a private school is better because you get materials etc. But no. My 2 years in school; what i got? WONDERFUL and stylishly-designed information counter (that totally have nothing to do with students), 1 PATHETIC MICROWAVE for like maybe 30 students to use everyday during lunch breaks? Not enough tables/rooms for working. No wifi internet Only 3 or 4 working computers out of maybe 5 or 7 computers for “research” use. Crazy time-wasting timetable…
that’s what i got. and if you’re not doing well enough- the school will just decide to kick you out of school at the end of the year; and there goes your 8k! and it’s in EUROS. No joke. but on the good side, I think i did learn something from teachers. OH- besides from that “self-proclaimed: awesome pornographic” cultural teacher. Worse part, i’d have to see her again soon I hope some students/parents complain and get her replaced.
And i’d be going to school on monday! To get my timetable, meet my “new” classmates; PLEASE let me be together with Clementine! My god; since Isabelle and I will be separated; Clementine is the only one i’m really close to. ***sigh** Please put me with her! I’m really dreading to be placed with other girls. How to put it? One thing for sure, I know some of them eye me really strangely as if im an alien. Okay; out of all the chinese students of my level, looks like everyone is kicked out except ME! Then the other thing is their behavior… im totally “made” not to fit with them. Speaking of schools, Joy’s going to my hellish school today. She sound totally so depressed, so i hope she’s alright! (meanwhile i should send her a SMS, she haven’t reply me since afternoon **worries a little**)
Really, wish me luck people!

I was so hardworking yesterday. I cleaned up pretty much stuffs yesterday! Wipe off dust from my “toy” section. Which explains a little of mess here. AND i’ve decided to let my books OUT TO BREATHE! I won’t lock them up in boxes for a while. But still my books AREN’T AVAILABLE FOR BORROWING. It’s my personal library, and ONLY FOR ME! I don’t care if you’d say im selfish; but these books are my little precious buddies Yes buddies!
So then i freed 2 boxes of books; now my toy section is infected with books *YAY!* But i guess if people are coming to my house i will have to keep them. **sigh**

hehe, can’t help it. Jessica received her stuffs and she helped me get some stuffs too. Couldn’t resist testing out new styles, besides- the previous black tips started to crack yesterday when i was cleaning Let’s hope to maintain it till Monday.
I finally finished my report. I wanted to print it today. But i got dragged out this morning.
Zzzzz…. you know what? My house now, isn’t really a home. It’s like some sort “White house”; with governors- left/right party and the neutral party. It’s a very interesting metaphor isn’t it? Since dad like to describe himself as the govt. Mum and dad is like the left/right party. And the left and right party is having a cold war… like WTH its like how long is this going to end?
Being switzerland with mum is damn frustrating. Quite pissed with her lately… and her nonsensical logic. Seriously I can faint sometimes, can’t be bothered. I need a 3rd party to influence her man. But who? and HOW?
im off for now; shall try to see if i can finish SE7EN to go printing tomorrow.. but look at the time it might be hard…. zzzzz
Tuesday, 31st August
Journal
i’ve got parcels again!
got home yesterday, and found out that the letter box was full mum’s agnes b stuffs are here and 2 white parcels are MINEEEEEE (lol) which are books from play.com

he-he like finally! Looks like play.com changed their delivery; because out of my previous 10 over orders, all of them reached my door step within a week! and the last 2 orders, took 2 weeks and 1 day kinda pissed about it. I should send a mail and check out about it!

I ordered 2 books together. Couldn’t wait any longer- and let me recount. I spent around 4hours reading yesterday and half of book 5 is already gone; today i spent….. around 4hrs++ 3 and i finished the book already Geezzz I’m really reading too fast!

*only book 1 has been wrapped up nicely and protected! the rest are not! but i will wrap them up soon! :DD
my whole collection. so far that’s what’s available now… and the last book will only be out in march 2011! my god; i’d probably finish the book tomorrow or something! But let’s hope that i won’t… which i think might be hard. I need to be determined to finish my school report tomorrow- so that i can print it by tomorrow or thursday! But looking at how LJ Smith writes her book; i simply just can’t seem to put the book down! Spending time reading the book last night; until a moment i head ached so much… but even though I still don’t want to put the book down and sleep. Until it was almost 1am then i gave in. Once i put down the book and turn off the lights, i was still thinking and worrying about Elena and that stupid possessed Damon! LOOOOL
I think it’s been a longggg longggg time since i wrote long summaries about books I read; I remembered typing out long texts of my summaries and feelings about Trudi Canavan’s Black magician’s Trilogy. Then maybe i talked a little bit about Brent Week’s Night Angels.. and that’s it. Let’s hope i won’t die because I dont have the last part of the Vampire Diaries until march! On the bright side, The Vampire Diaries TV series season 2 is coming out soon right? that’s what i heard. So i suppose i’d be able to watch abit of Elena, Stefan and Damon
And reading too much Vampire Diaries. I’ve got the urge to keep my own “book” diary too. Well- I AM keeping a diary, an online one, like everyone who’s reading it. But then; keeping diary in my house is quite dangerous unless i found a perfect place to keep it without having it found out by my brother or parents. Because they won’t feel guilty about reading it, then when they read it, if they find the contents or my ideas are bad, then they will pass their judgement then, i’d be dead. that’s what happened when i was much younger and when i was much more stupid. But still im quite tempted to keep an offline one. Even if i do, i think what i write inside would be really restricted and become a “fake” diary. And i would want a leather-book, a handmade one; like those on esty.com! If not, anyone knows where to buy leather? I can probably make one myself… it’d be even better! I can choose what kind of papers i want and i can even paint and sketch in my diary, it’d be awesome right? In fact, i suppose it’s quite a bit of a “fake” diary here because I dont dare to voice out my whole thoughts here for the fear of unwanted emotional trouble… that will never end…
Today- ***sigh** i purely wasted the day by becoming mum’s chauffeur. I tweeted about being a “chauffeuse” instead. If you don’t get the joke then let me explain. In french (the language) often label things into males and females. Like a table is a female and a car is too – HA; have you heard anything like that? Then take another example, “hair dresser” – Male hair dresser : “coiffeur” which ends with a “ffeur” and a female hair dresser would be : “coiffeuse” which ends with a “ffeuse”
Just a very very nonsensical expression, don’t bother about it
Just before going out… Tom went to open the letter box to find a parcel for me! and once i stared at the address, i knew it right away that it was from JEAN! The funnier part was, just before that… I don’t know how or why or what? I was actually seriously thinking about Jean! I’m not sure what was i planning. But it had something to do with going out with Jean and sitting in her car! Then bammm~ I got a parcel from Jean; HA; how magical that i think it’s funny! Telepathy?

thank you jean! you really shouldn’t have! if you want to send something, you can always just send a birthday card instead of buying a present! postage fees are expensive! now im feeling so bad! feels like everyone are spending so much on me! especially the previous huge parcel 47.70 dollars! my my, plus this year’s christmas i don’t have that much money to be buying so many presents like the previous time i came back! oh well- i will tie a ribbon around my neck then see what presents i can buy within my limits :D let’s hope that you all won’t be unsatisfied with the present!
and i suddenly have a very nice idea! but let’s hope that I have time to get them all before school starts! oh my I can’t wait for christmas now!
Saturday, 28th August
Journal
ahhh i wanna make this so badly!
so erm- imma skip all my rants; maybe come back as another protected post someday; if you wanna read bits of my inner head, come and ask me for the password then :D
viola; after bringing my brother to get his school textbooks; went to carrefour- and just right after im back home; pretty much like any other geeky days. so then i was searching for stuffs online. then i dropped on to gmarket.com.sg; a really really really bad move. now i wanna buy 3 pieces of clothes i think i will try to “smuggle” a way to get my hands on them then then i found these “accessories” for desktop!

what is it exactly? in fact, it’s just a cardbox “holder” for all the little things that messes up your table. especially for someone like me. and they aren’t expensive either. Less than S$7, which makes it like less than 3.50€!!!! as if i can find something that awesome and that cheap in F R A N C E!

Plus- they also show you how to make it. And since i cannot buy it, because gmarket.com.sg only sends to singapore….

and there are different styles/sizes!

a little close ups; 
I think it’s sooo super awesome can? Or maybe it’s just because i’ve been searching for a “container” for a long time; then i just fall upon this little box and im all happy! :DDD So then; i shall be hunting for some 1.5/3mm cardboards; totally forgot about the thickness. It’s time for me to go back hunting in art shops; *sigh*** Then I’d drop by culture plus to buy scrapbooking papers for the decorations; unless i want a pure white box; but not for this case.
I shall try to snap photos as well as hoping to finish this box by the next weekend HA i almost can’t believe how motivated i am to make this box;
If you’re interested in buying- it’s here
and oh- i needa buy RIBBONS!!!!
after i found these. i started to tell myself that some work need to be done; by the time i started; it was 3 already. but somehow after working all the way till dinner non stop; i managed to get 13 pages done for a wordpress tutorial! WOW- im hardworking today! Pretty cool!

that’s how one of the 2 pages looked like! ***sighhh** printing my report would probably cost me some 20€
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